One of the things I am trying to work hard toward is to make my life the same in private as in public. Most people put on a good external face but when the doors are closed and the shades are pulled things become a different story. When we shut the doors our selfish side is allowed to manifest itself. Anyhow, I don’t always do this perfectly… but things are pretty good and a lot better than they used to be.
Wouldn’t it be great if our Christian attitude was better in private and in secret than it was in public as opposed to the other way around! Our private lives and what we do in secret reflects our real heart. What we think about when our minds are at rest reflects what we worship so lets look to Jesus — the author and perfecter of our faith.
A good understanding of the Christian doctrine of sin should allow Christians to face sin head on in front of other Christian brothers and sisters. However, partially due to our own fears and also partially due to other peoples incorrect understanding of the depth of mans sin … confession over deeper sins is driven into the corners of Churches; this type of confession and understanding of sin and grace may not exist in some Churches.
The basic question for the Christian as we look at our own heart is always “What desire (or idol of the heart) is functionally in place of Jesus Christ” as we live our daily lives. For many it is sex, wealth, power, alcohol, drugs, or food. Also the idols of image (family, religious, and self image) , preeminence, wealth and self righteousness are also potent masters of the heart.
This year is the year of the diet for me…. and its a tough one. So far I have lost 40 lbs but in reality I have never in my life not been overweight. I am not looking at this so much as a diet(even though I am using the South Beach diet) but more I am seeing it as a discipline of the heart as I learn to eat differently. I have been a closet eater… but I am trying to change that.
Thats all for today.