I have been pondering recently why I like to BLOG on occasion. I came to a lot reasons why I don’t BLOG and just one reason why I do.
Not reasons I BLOG:
- I don’t BLOG because of some narcissistic tendency to hear my own voice or read my own thoughts
- I don’t BLOG just to make some point over all the other noise in the world
The only reason that I BLOG really is:
- I have a rare story that I tell that shows the power of the Gospel of Jesus Christ at work in my life. Yes, this BLOG only discusses categories and principals rather than specifics but the story is embedded between the lines if you read carefully.
I was once told by a mentor that humility is knowing your strengths and weaknesses and not being ashamed of either one. The BLOG is a bold attempt to tell what I can of my story publicly. At a level that a public audience can handle.
So……. I was reminded today as I listened to another woman’s story of her pain and tragedy of something I call the pain to power principal (based on a passage in 1 Corinthians ) so I thought I would re-blog post I did a year or two back or that loosely applies to her story of pain.
Its been a while since I have blogged. Too busy at work and then tired at home, etc is the issue. But as is normal I have been tossing and turning over some scriptures and continuing to be part of my mens group where we talk about a lot of things.
In recent weeks, months, years I have been tossing and turning over what compels a devoted Christian to change, grow, and be sanctified and to be put on a forward moving spiritual journey in Christ. So many people, friends, and marriages seem to have recurring issues that revolve around the same sin coming up again and again. Some of these friends are heavily into sound doctrine, Bible Study, and devoted Christians. I have written about some friends(a couple) and myself that have a broken friendship. In the last couple few years the husband showed in one of my church groups I attend. We had a time upfront of sharing some of our concerns and struggles. What was said amazed me. He went on to explain how something he had said when he was dating his wife 25+ years ago was being held over his head. In my opinion the husband may have pulled this couple in to the pits but the wife was responsible for consistently placing a glass ceiling on how good this marriage could be. I guess you have to take my word on that since I observed them over 20+ years.
When sin occurs in our personal world I have seen how people (in this case this couple) can narrowly redefine truth in a way that glorifies ourselves, makes us look good in comparison, and gives us haughty eyes. We can use truth to tear each other down rather than have a narrative of mercy that can honestly see our sin but also allows us to openly work on our sin in the presence of Christian family and friends. This couple spent years building up a pharasaical, self righteous, unmerciful view of the world. In the comfort of their house they saw themselves as ‘good Christians’ and found security in critiquing the world and other sinners from their glass theological house. However, when the the issues of the world crept in to their house they had to live with the same self-righteous, poorly designed “system” they had created. Now keep in mind that I am over-emphasizing some things to make a point here….. I do believe God is working “All things for His good” and that through hardship and suffering this couple will continue to grow in the mercy and grace of the cross.
Lets continue on ……
The Gospel of Jesus Christ is…
We are more sinful and weak than we ever dared to admit and…
We are more loved and accepted than we ever dared to hope.
I call it the pain to power principal. If we can embrace our weaknesses and sin scripture tells us we see the power of the Christ and the gospel. Unfortunately, when proverbs talks about sinners with haughty eyes it means ‘relative to that person I am not so bad’. Haughty eyes is a dangerous, common recipe to create people who become stuck in the same rut of not changing and who keep revisiting the same kinds of sinful events in their lives. People with haughty eyes have the ‘I am basically ok’ ….. and when I do sin and that person is so much worse attitude.
Keeping the gospel central and continuously living in repentance is the only way keep us on this forward moving spiritual journey.
That is my thought for today.